It's like, I found myself doing nothing the most of the time.
Some days I'm doing too much. Like I want to do ten things at the same time. But other days... I'm looking how the facebook wall goes down. The whole day.
I don't have any consistency in my life. And I'm -right now- living a phase of my life that I need to put all my stuff in order. All my inner stuff.
I want to read a lot of books that I purchased, and are getting dust in the bookshelf. I want to finish my book. I want to write and finish a script. A feature film script. I want to write more posts on here. I want to keep going on my booktube channel. I have to edit the booktube channel's videos. I need to bring some new stuff to my photography studio, because -right now- I'm out of work.
There's no one giving me a penny. I'm broke.
So I have all this disorder avoiding me to be a succesful person. I have all this stupid lazyness stopping me to be a functional human. And I don't think that is like just a lazyness issue, I really have a problem with the way I'm taking care about my time. I don't have any -any- schedule to do anything.
I heard, in some reality show (I think that it was the Supernanny. It was definitely while my mom was controling the living room), that we -as humans- need a schedule to follow. Like a whole day plan.
When I wake up, I'm gonna do this. Then I'm gonna do that.
And so on.
Mainly, for people like me. That suck taking care about our time. And all our life becomes a mess.
I'm gonna implement it on me. I will put a schedule for my everyday.
But I'm not gonna take it to far, like making a plan for every second of my life. I will just make an outline of my day, and then I just would need to fill the spaces.
For now, I would like to start the day running... or walking. Something athletic to bring energy to my mornings. Then I would return to write, some days; and read, the others.
I would have a special day to edit my videos. Like spend the whole day -after running- on that. I could edit two videos in one day (that sound great! God, hopefully I could do this). And, in the same way, I would have a special day to take pictures, edit them a little, post them on my page, and remind the people that I'm still in business.
I think in all this, and I know that making a schedule to do all this stuff -that I need to do-, I would have a whole day to spend on nothing. A whole day to be the laziest person on the planet.
That would be like the shit day, on my time's diet.
I like, a lot, how all of this sounds. I'm gonna work on it, right away.
I'm gonna return here to bring you the news about it. Hopefully, they will be good.
See you later,
Jhonny.
P.S.: I posted that picture because, when I saw that door, it shocked me. In a strange way. There are so many stuff. A lot of crazy things, but everything is in it's place. And I inmediately thought: that's what life suppose to look like.
